First day of school. Always shitty. People stare at you, like you’re an animal in a zoo. I made a friend though. Her name was Anna-Maria. She’s really pretty. I wish I had my camera! I wish I could take a picture for you all to see!

I made sure that I never crossed the pack’s way, though Still scared shitless. I haven’t lived long enough. 

Speaking of friends, I didn’t tell you my best friend’s name, did I? Her name is Rosalinda, she too is very pretty! She’s a really nice person. She loves fashion. She’s like a hipster of some sort. haha, but she’s a really good friend. 

Also we’re planning to go to Port Angeles soon. Me, Anna-Maria and Rosa. I’ll talk to you guys soon! There’s more but I’m a little off right now. And forgetful. Talk to you guys later! :) xx

Earlier today!! 

I asked around and this person, Izzy or whatever her name directed me to this beach. She said the place was called La Push. She left as soon as we arrived. According to her, she was busy. 

What she didn’t tell me was that there were fuckin wolves around here. Did it never cross your mind when you were about to move, huh? No, it didn’t. The thought didn’t occur to me until this huge guy snarled at me. And then there was that “gross” smell as my best friend, Tiara, would say. She had lived longer than I have so it was only natural she knew a lot. 

It wasn’t that gross, actually. The guy growled and barked a name. The person came, standing behind him with the same expression. Pure disgust towards me. “Paul. Don’t. I have never seen her around before.” Another huge guy said, appearing out of nowhere. 

“Well she made a mistake of coming here then. Jacob, she shouldn’t be here.” ‘Paul’ still had the same expression of his face. I think I was thankful of this Jacob guy. If he had come a second later, I’d probably be dead by now. 

I took a good look at these people, keeping a mental note to not mess with them. And then my eyes locked with his. This boy, he too, had his eyes on me. There was this attraction that I was sure that both me and him can not and could not ignore. It was very hard to. His once wide open mouth formed a very gorgeous smile. 

‘Paul’ cussed, “Damn it, Seth! On a fucking leech?” Jeez, easy with the swearing dude. ‘Jacob’ pulled ‘Paul’ back with a warning look. I did what someone who was in their right mind. Who was sane and scared shitless. I took a step back with one last look at ‘Seth’ and then I ran. 

I ran as fast as I could, to escape from them. I was and am scared. I do not know what they could do and I don’t plan on finding out. I ran to where I think I was safe. The only place I know of, my house. 

And once I got there, I did what a child would do, technically I am one, in a thunderstorm. I hid under my covers in fear of the wolves. In fear. I could go back to where I truly belong. With my mum and my dad and my brother. But what would they say of me? 

Instead I stayed and hoped they wouldn’t be after me. After a few hours, I think I dozed off. A rough knock at the door, more like someone was trying to break the door open, woke me up. I quickly opened the door and my one and only best friend was there with a huge grin on her face. “Hello.” She greeted me as if I wasn’t even gone. 

I threw my arms around her neck and pulled her closer. The fear had stayed, it never went. She laughed and returned my hug. 

I’ll try to keep in mind not to go to La Push or anywhere near there. There’s just this feeling, not quite sure what it is, at the pit of my stomach. The boy, ‘Seth’, there was just something about him. I wish I could get to know him better. But the thought of a wolf just ripping me to pieces scares the hell out of me. Sigh, I’ll talk to you guys again soon.  xx

weee! Now I have nothing to do! I heard there was a beach ‘round here. Imma ask around and find out! Oh, and I need friends other then my puppy, Kierra. Ttyl, guys! x